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Knowing that I’m not the one you want

  Tuesday , April 15th, 2008 | 12:45 pm  Friends, Life

sano x ashiya Music: Tender Heart by Lionel Richie
Mood: Anxious, a bit worried, muddled

No … I’m not really having relationship problems (referring to the title) … although it is funny that it somewhat relates to every situation where your crush doesn’t like you back. (ha)

All honesty, I’m quite confused … I know now that I don’t really have any of those feelings for anyone … It’s just that after my dream of an old friend/flame, I cannot stop thinking how much I want him back; his friendship is what I mean. ☆〜(ゝ。∂)I have already given up any romantic feelings that I am aware of (of him) since last year. I just miss him a lot. I missed the times we have spent together … (/_\)

And then, I know I do not have any more feelings for Nobuo; at least what I think so. I wont deny that him being with his close female friend irks me a bit … but what I can really do? If one is not close in the first place and they learn of your feelings, then how is it possible for the two to become close as friends? Of course, it would be harder. Diba?

Yooon lang talaga ang na-koconfuse ako. Alam ko na kahit na sinabi ko  na  wala na akong gusto kay Nobuo, there are still remnants naman. After all, imposible po ang cold turkey, diba?

Ayaw ko lang malaman na maygusto parin ako kay Nobuo o kay MAJ. (>x<)


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